So today just feels to regular for me. to quiet to plain.. i miss my brudda so much its werid not hearing ya voice or even seeing you. I been taking things day by day i been feeling better about you being gone, i guess at peace with it. im just mad thats all. i love you always phil ill never forget you fr
THE CHANGE
well i went to my sisters on 12/31/22 to bring in the Newyears in with my family. It was ok they had taylor port so i was Content. mother always comes and everyone moods change like a flash i lowkey hate that has became the new norm. Got faked wasted with the hubby til he passed out. eat good food and tried to enjoy the rest of the night. Missed the ball drop kinda was sad but hey im ALIVE. Tossed a shot for my brother PHIL when i woke up on 1/1/23, im so sorry you didnt make it brother i really am.. i love you forever. Now back to normal no more being sad but alil always for you brother always gonna say DAMN PHIL WHY YOU. Im going to get myself together and get all the way right for you brother and my kids fr. im just going to leave it at that,
